Life's Matters

​ FINALLY, on this side of 50, sitting peacefully in refinement. I love God but I’ve been bucking against what I’ve been seeing and feeling in the spirit. I’ve been hashtagging #BECOMING for a year on January 1, 2026. God used  Pastor Mike, Jr. to let me know I am yet to #BECOME. It is true we are #BECOMING daily when we go forth in submission and surrender to God and His way! His way covers not only His instructions but also His plans, His actions, His GLORY, MIGHT, & POWER‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥 On this 1st day of February, God has shown me I haven’t completely surrendered because via @PMJ’s series “BECOME” I realized even when introduced to the book “ Let Them” written by Mel Robbins via a Crystal LaShone’s informative post, I fail to complete the assignment of sitting still and reading it. Not only reading it but also understanding as well as implementing its theory. So I’m moving forward in obedience and surety that the Great I Am in all His Glory, Power, Might wills for me to be a r...

Happy Independence Day to me! 🧨 🧨 🧨  Lord God I’m desperate for You, Your Will and walking Your way! Thank You for accepting me and loving me flawed and all. Thank You for keeping me when I have continued to bounce in and out of Your will and Your way! Thank You for allowing me to find my way closer to You without smelling like the 🔥 I sometimes ( SHOOOOOOT, MOST OF THE TIME) walk into, all on my own‼️ Today I’m freeing myself of all that has stolen, interrupted, damaged and/or broken my peace. I’m taking my life out the hands of those who I freely placed it in. I place it back in the hands of the ONE who spoke a thang‼️The great I AM who spoke a thang that I shall positively impact the world‼️ 🤸🏾🤸🏾🤸🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾 #cartwheelsandhallelujahs #BECOMING

So often people dismiss your words, thoughts, efforts and actions. Still we must give them our authenticity at its best, as our best. I think I’ve fallen back into my ”nitch”, helping others be their “VERY BEST SELF”! Far too often we allow life’s adventures to turn into not so good “dramas”, “thrillers” and/or “horror” stories. “Dramas”, “thrillers” or “horrors” you’re saying or thinking. My life hasn’t been such. I’d like to beg the differ. Are you the modern day Job, if not then you may see from my perspective and observation these titles can definitely reflect some of our journeys. A “drama” could be as simple as a heartbreak and as grand as a heartbeat. I know you’re thinking “simple as a heartbreak”. Yes simple as a heartbreak because I promise you, you’ll eventually get over him, her, or it. When? Well that’s totally up to you. Some tend to believe if you will it, it’ll happen quickly. I’d like to think these people have mastered a trait I haven’t quite mastered. Yet one I’m wor...

Life has thrown me so many curve balls. Not to mention I'm not that great at baseball let alone a softball player. So what is a girl to do. I'll be working on perfecting what I am great at - cartwheels. So what is a cartwheel? It's a mental flip I do when I'm excited about something or someone. I like doing cartwheels. I sometimes have to sit criss- cross applesauce because of frustration, a lack of excitement or just thinking of excitement. Cartwheels can even be done in an effort to motivate oneself. Go ahead, girl - do a cartwheel. Guys do a handstand. Let go, live, love, laugh!!!!

Today, Friday, August 13, 2010, I welcome my meantime. I give in to the fact that I have to do some soul cleaning before love comes. One must say "hello" to change and welcome all painful truths and unwanted facts about themselves. One must realize while others go through the "meantime", it can be hurtful becaused closed scalps will have to be reopened on old wounds and that's going to hurt like heck. During this process, I and others moved to change will realize some wrong thoughts drawn about that caused what has been felt, seen, believed, or even concluded from past relationships. I've realized love is none of the things I associated with it posing an awful feeling. I don't know if I've ever actually seen the kind of love I desire. The image I had of love has smeared colors that are bleeding on one another. In the words of Iyanla Vanzant I wanted someone to make me fly, and not even care if the people on the ground can see my panties while I'm...

I have been thinking lately about life after death. I want to live Godly in an effort to live eternally in Glory. People often ask “what if there isn't a heaven?”and to those people I would say "it's not harming me any to try a consciously live Godly. What harm am I doing to myself or others striving to show love most of the time, even to complete strangers. Can I send myself or others to a state of depression or disappointment by wanting them to see God in me, which means they will mostly encounter God when meeting me. It will be too late for da** at that time of departure, so I'm going to live everyday as if in the morning I may wake in the presence of the Almighty. I can only suggest u do the same and remember I'm only human and trying to play my part in God's plan for us all. He plans on my presence in eternity and I sure don't want to disappoint Him. So again live, laugh, love, and let God walk with you into eternal destiny.