Transformation - Let go, let God, and grow.

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I have tried all my life to figure out who or what I am to do. Nothing seems to work in my favor for long. It has taken me about 30 years to figure out why. I decided to make some changes during this summer break from work. I would not have thought the transformation would have taken place a couple of days before work was to begin again. I know now it had to. I realize now things keep getting out of whack because I should just be living and allowing God to guide me. See we weren't born to live for ourselves.We were born to do a job for God while living. The rewards would be full of joy everlasting. Ok some pain, how else do we know what the joy feels like. I recently gave myself permission to grow and that meant going back to childhood spiritually and giving God (the permission he didn't need but I'm sure he appreciated me giving)permission to really order my steps. He breathed the breath of life in me, so the least I could do as I rise is say "Yes, Lord, speak to me." In order to keep the good flowing, one must speak of it. God is good all the time. So Lord through this change, humble me. Grant me wisdom, peace, love and understanding. I want to give birth to the ideas and plans you created me to oversee. Delighting myself in the fact I was created for you, my desires second to your will shall also come to past.

Live to change!!! Always be on the lookout for people who are growing and are willing to help you grow. Whenever you are trying unsuccessfully to make something happen - Let go, let God and grow!

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